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Friday, January 22, 2010

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Assalamualaikum....

Tahun baru, so aku tukar layout aku..hopefully sedap la mata memandang..aku pun tak tahu ok ke tak layout neh. Thanks kepada semua yang sudi jengah blog aku semasa ketiadaan aku dan thanks coz klik-klik nuffnang. God bless you all...Aku tak tahu nak update cerita pape..ase blur and num(dats what I am).Aktiviti blog berjalan aku tengok keadaan la ye...aku membusykan diri untuk menda lain. Erm...nice knowing all of you..

wassalam....

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Bermonolog Sendiri

Aku: Bakpo aku ni...malah sunggoh nak update blog.
Aku1: Mu meme malah..tapi gak nok hidup sene. Gano la mu nok maju..
Aku: Weh,sapo tu? Sedak teh ngato ore. Mu sapo heh?
Aku1: Aku ni mu la weh chekleen. Mu makin haghi aku tengok makin teghuk. Haghi-haghi duk stress. Acu tera muhasabah diri gak sikek.
Aku: Mu aku? Weh, mu engak ni lagu Aizat ko Kau Aku neh. Muhasabah diri,heh. Tiap-tiap kali aku muhasabah diri,tapi gak tak dok gapo pung.
Aku1:Yo la,mu muhasabah diri..tapi gak mu dok praktik gapo hok mu piki tu. Mu aku tengok duk nok salahke takdir nge diri jah. Mu tera piki molek-molek. Hidup mu sene, make cukop..seme ado. Mu tok puah lagi ko?
Aku: Aku tok penoh kato aku tok cukop. Aku syukur denge gapo hok aku ado.
Aku1: Yo ko?? Mu jange tipu aku sebab mu takke buleh tipu aku. Mu pung tahu aku ni mu. Kita adolah samo. Aku tahu seme dale hati mu, pikire mu. Lo ni aku perase mu supo tok cukop denge diri mu. Mu kene engat,tok semo bendo kito buleh. Kade-kade hok kito tokleh tu maybe tok molek untok kito. Mu kene engat tu.
Aku: Hurmmmm...............
Aku1: Hah,jange mengeluh...its a sin...Kito keno redho...lagipung aku tok napok bendo-bendo gini masaloh besa. It is not a big deal dude...
Aku: Yoooo....aku tauuuu. Ni kitare hidup kito..hurmm,aku tok kuat. Aku manusio biaso,ado cacat celo dio. Maybe kade-kade aku ake raso tok sene. Tapi tu lumrah hidup manusio,dok eh? Manusio tok penoh laghi dari wat saloh silap. Aku manusio biaso....
Aku1: Betol tu,kito buke maksum,kita buke wali.Sede ke ulama kade-kade wat silap,namo pung manusio. InsyaAllah,asal mu seda fungsi jasad mu,sedar intipati hidup mu nga tok laghi dari landase dio aku kiro takdok gapo lah.
Aku: Hurmmm...
Aku1: Bo la mengeluh...bakpo nok mengeluh..tok molek..
Aku: Hurmmmmm.....(gapo lagi hok aku buleh buak?).................................................................................

Monday, January 18, 2010

WHAT IS FUTURE?

What is future? What will you become in future? Everything was so damn different as the time pass by. There is one point, one moment that I do not know when and I just feel different. When I told my bff that I felt that I was changing to someone else which I felt that it was not me, she just said everybody did. I was confused. Why did I became like this. I really do not like it. It taste awful. Let the gone be by gone and let the future lead you to what you will become..heh. I am a person who always think about others feeling towards what I acted. I care about what they think of me. Honestly, it really disturbed me especially when I did something that I think it was not good to be perform. Now, it become so damn hard for me because I feel numb and do not know what to do. I feel awkward about my life. Now I really looking forward for the future and I wish it will become more pleased with me. I just want my life to be like I used to be. I need my happy soul, my laughter, my truly zany attitude, the one that accept people no matter who they are, the one that smile a lot and never feel bad about her life. I need her, so damn need. So I am wishing for the future to treat me well. Guide me please to be a good citizen, a good friend, a good neighbour, a great cousin, a good nephew, a great sister and a superb daughter.

Friday, January 1, 2010

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2010

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU

AZAM TAHUN LEPAS YANG BELUM TERTUNAI
SILALAH TUNAIKAN.
AZAM-AZAM AKU ADA YANG DAH TERTUNAI
ADA YANG BELUM.
HURMM HOPEFULLY SEMUANYA
BERANSUR KE ARAH YANG LEBIH BAIK
TAHUN INI.
DOAKAN SEMUA IMPIAN AKU TERTUNAI YE.
AMIN.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2010
(AKU NAK CAKAP SELAMAT TAHUN BARU ISLAM MAAL HIJRAH JUGA
SEBAB TAK SEMPAT NAK POST DULU
SO SALAM BELATED MAAL HIJRAH)

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